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| Ugh; I don't feel good.
I'm tired of thinking about Josh...but..ya' know..I guess it's hard for me.
I kinda want him back, yet...I don't.
For the reasons..
1. I don't think he'd ever want me back.
2. If he did, i'm afraid he'd break my heart..again.
PakAMan2011: Y do u like him after what he did too u? (If u don't mind me asking)
HollywoodCutiex0: Idk..just something about him..He is really sweet as long as you are dating him, and ..he gives me the attention I like.
He actually listens, and doesn't act really immature.
Well people think i'm stupid for still liking him, but ya' know..Idk what to do.
Getting a new xanga;
love always,
Hollywood | | |
| HollywoodCutiex0: Hey would you get mad if you bought me something and then I gave it to someone else cause I had no use for it?
PakAMan2011: No
PakAMan2011: Why?
HollywoodCutiex0: Cause I am pissed about Leiren giving this cellphone cover that I bought for her and she got a new cell so she didnt need it anymore and turned around and gave it to sharee (No offense if you like her, but I never have and never will) so when I confront Sharee about it she lied and said she got it at wal-mart well today at school leiren admitted to me that she gave it to sharee
HollywoodCutiex0: so im pissed about it; and she could've at least ASKEd if I cared about it, or gave it back to me.
PakAMan2011: Well that's messed up cause sharee lied and that's really messed up so yea I whould get mad
HollywoodCutiex0: Yeah well Leiren thinks its no big deal and thinks im not a true friend for getting mad at her about it
HollywoodCutiex0: so I told Miriam and everyone about it at school and everyone like shelby hunt and miriam has been putting signs on their lockers saying "Cellphone Case, or LIAR" on it.
HollywoodCutiex0: mainly in Sharees
HollywoodCutiex0: but im not tellin' them to do it they just are
PakAMan2011: Well u got her a gift and she gave it away so that is kind messed up
HollywoodCutiex0: Are you mad at me too cause of the whole leiren sharee & I thing? Cause no offense, but so far everyone I ask says it's fuck*d up about her giving the thing to someone else, that I intentionally bought her and such. sooo...yeah; & she should've at least gave it back to me.
SgmsJ DubbZ 06: I aint mad at you
HollywoodCutiex0: oh ok
SgmsJ DubbZ 06: that isnt my business lol
HollywoodCutiex0: ya i know..I just didn't want you getting mad at me cause of it. I mean i know you and sharee are friends and leiren and you..but idk i find it fucked up
SgmsJ DubbZ 06: it is
HollywoodCutiex0: I mean she could've gave it back to me or at least ASKED if I
cared.
SgmsJ DubbZ 06: i know
HollywoodCutiex0: yeah | | |
| Alright, so I am going to update just because i'm tired and think I should.
Alright, today at school (I think I possibly might go to summer school if I dont get my ready grade and SS grade up.) nothing really happened except Che` walking behind me all day and staring at my ass.
Dude, he has a problem.
Then I came home, got on the computer for a bit' then when to Shelbys.
I watched Con-Air at her house, came home and fell asleep.
Like 5:05 Shelby comes in and is like "wake up, I want to go play baseketball." well see, me being half-way I awake, I scream at her
"DUDE, get the fuck out of my house, its 5:05 in the fucking morning, and I'm not going to school!"
lol, it was 5:05 PM, and not time for school.
She laughed at me and I got angry.
I told her to go away and i'd be out later.
I went to sleep and didn't wake up til' 7:48.
Well now I am tired, and going to go shuyt my window and go to bed.
I like him, alot.
Jeromy Henrichson. <333
HOLLYWOOD
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| Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is. Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret; It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it, If you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends and by the '70s, most of them were out living lives. Some I've seen, some never again, but there isn't a day my heart doesn't find them.
Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and we stayed awake through summer like we owned the heat
Singin' "everybody wake up
it's time to get down"
And when I pass the bottle back to you
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh..
I'm gunna stay like this forever
So we can live like this forever
And we never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly..
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